Phobias...Fears and the Unexplainable things we {I} worry about...

I have been the star of the movie "Sleepless in Garland" for the past 2 weeks. I go to bed with the intentions of going to sleep but just can't. I turn off the TV, close the blinds, turn over and over and try to sleep but it never fails I am awake until about 2 or 3 then back up at 5 to go to work. I can not handle it anymore...I need to do something!

I have talked to Meemaw and she said it might be something that is worrying me and I don't even know it is worrying me. So I decided I am going to put everything down here that worries me so that I can sleep tonight "hopefully".

• Money: maybe I won't have enough to pay the bills so that we can live comfortably
• Love: I am tired of being alone, I want and need a companion I can share thoughts with
• I can not go to the bathroom with the light off - fear of a snake being in the toilet
• I now have a mouse in the house - I am afraid it will venture into my room
• I am afraid in storms that the lights will go out, alarm clock will reset and I will be late
• I have no alarm system - what if someone breaks in and I am alone?
• What if someone tries to steal my car and I am to dead asleep I can not hear them
• What if one of my fish tanks springs a leak and I don't know until it is empty
• If it rains will my roof leak and ruin my carpet {it has happened before}
• What if they forget to direct deposit my check into my checking account and I don't have any money
• What do I do if my car won't start in the morning

These are just a few...now I have taken a sleeping pill let's see how it works...I will let u know in the morning...

GOOD NIGHT SLEEP WELL - I WILL TRY...