No Surprise.

Wow people never cease to amaze me. Let me start with this first. I am not nor do I think I ever will be sorry I moved to Texas. My son and I are doing 1,000 better than we ever were in Ohio or anywhere else. But man, I am never surprised when someone tries to make everything my fault - that is for sure.

Isaac had his evaluation today and when we got back to the house - his grandmother from his fathers side calls. She first called my cell phone - well I ignored the call because I am not going to use my minutes to talk to her - she can call the house. So, when I ignored the call - sure enough she called the house. She said she was calling because her cellphone went out and she needed my number again - HELLO, she called me. Yeah and not only at home - but on my cellphone too. So would you not also think she has the numbers. So great we are starting the conversation off with a lie. Just what I need. I tell her Isaac went to the doctor and we just got back - so I went to Isaac to give him the phone to talk to her. He really does not want to talk to her and tried to give me the phone back - I told him to talk to her. Then he gets on the phone and she tells him "you don't have to talk to me if you don't want to" so he says "OK and hangs up her"!
He then comes to me and shoves the phone at me and tells me he doesn't want to talk to them anymore. So now what do I do? Do I talk to him and find out why - like I don't already know. Or do I let it go and let him come to me when he wants to talk? Well I chose neither - I sent her an e-mail asking what exactly happened and said I would be waiting for a response from her. I have not heard a thing. Seems like if he hung up on her - why wouldn't she call back and see if he is OK? I guess I have really learned alot about this family over the years. I know people that live far from each other and they still have great relationships - because they call send letters and pictures. But they don't do that with Isaac. I guess they never will. I am not surprised. With them I never get surprised.

OK I feel better about that - now let me get to the good stuff...I have started talking to a guy named Jason. Wow, that's right I am talking to a real life guy. lol. He actually seems really nice - but I never get to enthused until we go out a few times and really get to know each other better. He is an ex-cop {he was hurt in the line of duty} and now he deals in computer tech stuff. We have talked for hours the past few nights and it is going smoothly. We will see I guess. I am hoping for the best - because it is hard for me to really talk to people but it seems easy with him.

Isaac is doing real well, he is truly working on his behavior. I am so proud of him. Hell, I am proud of both of us - we have both been working hard to better our lives together. He signed the book 2 times last week, so that is a huge improvement.

The weather sucks here lately - RAIN RAIN RAIN!!! We finally have sunshine today - but it is all soggy and to wet to go outside anyway, so we are stuck inside.

OK well, I will have to touch back later. Isaac wants to watch TV together.

Love You All;
K&I