Well...pertaining to my previous blog my friend did not make it. The doctors said it looked like a massive heart attack but they will not know for sure until they do an autopsy.
I have realized through all of this that life is short, very short. And you never know when your time is here and when it is over. I will always have good memories and bad memories of her. As all friends do. We had our tiffs but always made up in the end. I guess that is what real friendship is about really - the making up part.
I will not be attending her funeral or wake - I can not do it. I have never been to one and don't plan on it either. The only one I will attend is my own...a little humor for everyone.
A side note for everyone that has sent messages of concern and care - Thank You all. I really do appreciate it. My Meemaw has been a great help in getting in touch with reality through this too. Making me realize I can not be the 'pity me' person I despise so much. Making me realize
I am strong and will make it through this and much much more.
I have been strong for my friends that also knew her. Isaac and his little friend have been playing together and I think it keeps both of their little minds at ease having each other. I am making dinner for them now as a matter of fact, giving her mom {and a very good friend of mine} time to grieve without worrying about her daughter.
I must go for now...I need to feed the beasts - lol...
Love you all;
Kristine
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