Bored....To Much Time to Think

Well, I am updating...what I don't know yet but I am sure I will figure it out as I go.
My friends funeral is today. It has been a very rough week - but I think it is getting easier. I can talk about her now and not start crying...all the time. I keep picturing her - then it all comes rushing back. I know everyone tells me time will heal all wounds but nothing will ever heal hers and that is hard to accept. I think it is hard for me because I have never had to experience death before. I have never allowed myself to get attached to someone for long enough to miss them if they were gone. But that is changing now - I have been in Texas for several years now and am making friends. Friends that I will miss and will be crushed when they are gone. I have to learn to live in the real world and not this temporary one I have have been in for so long.
Tomorrow is my second interview for the promotion I applied for. I hope I get this position. I am going to try my best to make a very good impression. I know I can do the work - I just need the chance to prove it. I have never really had a job where I enjoyed going to work. Now that I have one all I want to do is excel. I will let you know how it goes.
I have begun building a relationship with my 1/2 brother. He is so far away from me but we have so much to talk about and get caught up on. He has been able to fill in the blanks regarding my biological family.

Well, I will update more later...